RULES:

Pick your birth month.

Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.

Bold (or italicize) the five-ten that best apply to you.

Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under an lj-cut.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt (if you count the five minutes it takes for someone to say sorry...) Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

( The other 11 plus June )

I am married! Alaska rocks and it was a wonderful honeymoon. For insider details, leave a comment, hehe.

I am an official driver! I passed and I can drive all by my onesies now!! And I gotted all nervous for nothing. The examiner was really nice and pretty much walked me through the whole thing....and complimented me on the fact that I'd been practicing. I took 3 rt turns, one left turn, one 3 pt turn, I backed up for like 15 ft, I crossed an intersection, took 2 more rt turns and parked. I can't believe I got myself all worked up over THAT! In any case, yay me!

My road test is this friday, everyone send me good luck!!!!

I drove home! On the highway! I went 70! Like a big girl! I's so proud of myself!

Well, over the weekend I went to Disneyworld and during my time in Epcot, my wonderful boyfriend proposed to me! Of course, I said yes! So I is engaged!!!! I shall certainly post pictures of the ring soon, it is lovely!

so, since moving to NC, I've found it increasingly hard and frustrating because of a lack of job...sitting at home staring at the same four walls and the television all the time has a way of making me REALLY restless but without a reason to leave my house... I usually don't, mostly because I'm lazy. In any case, yesterday so made my entire summer. I got a call late in the morning from Sylvan ( a company I've been trying to get a job with since early July) finally offering me a part-time position! Needless to say, I was rather happy. Then!, I got my North Carolina Teaching License, which means I can now legally teach in North Carolina...and it's a permanent one that lasts for three years and I didn't even have to take any extra tests for it, yay me. Again, needless to say, by this point, I was ecstatic. Then, since I got the job offer, my boyfriend told me about a surprise he'd been planning. He's taking me to Disneyworld as a sort of congratulations we own a new house present! By this point, I was overjoyed and then I just kept adding in little things like how lucky I am to have my boyfriend and that moving to NC did not deprive me of the cute lil lizards of Hawaii but still added in squirrels (which are nonexistent in Hawaii). So, in conclusion, I am seriously in love with my life right now! And, I hope, next year I shall be even more in love with my life because by then, hopefully I'll be in a classroom of my very own teaching my very own students and driving to work all by my onsies. This is my goal. Yay life! -hops some- Now to return you to your regularly scheduled internet program.

So, in recent ponderings, I have concluded that I am terribly lucky to have what I have and that I was terribly silly in highschool for thinking that I'd never have it. What I'm saying is I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me and takes care of me and treats me like I'm someone special (and I love him and take care of him and at least try to treat him like someone special). After asserting this, all I can think about is how all throughout highschool and college, I complained that I didn't have a boyfriend and that I was always good enough for the friend role but never good enough for the girlfriend role and how very very silly and boring I must have been complaining about that. It kinda makes me laugh, which is a good thing, I guess. If you can't laugh at yourself... you have a terrible sense of humor... and you focus way too much on mistakes.

On a sidenote, I am worried about my newest kitty... I think she may have worms and I'm wondering whether to call the vet about it or just wait until her appointment on the 6th of August. Anyone who knows more about kitties wanna give me any suggestions?

Figured I might as well write something in here of slight substance so here it is..do with it what you will.

Since I last wrote, I have traversed the country-from Honolulu to LA to Dallas to Denver to Boston and finally to Raleigh. We have a house of our very own (we bought it, no thanks to our realtor) that we get to decorate and I absolutely adore it here. I am so glad I'm not living in hotels anymore. While my cross-country trip was fun, it was also really tiring and I didn't really get to see many attractions because we had our cat with us and we didn't want to take her outside or leave her in the car for extended periods of time. In any case, my house already feels like home and I'm looking at going to a job fair for teaching here in North Carolina. I'm really excited and hope everything goes well. Just wanted to let everyone know I was alive and happy...will write again eventually, I'm sure.

Well, all, it's official. I am moving to North Carolina with my boy. YAY for EST!!!

And this day represents another day I really wish I was in MA again... or at least somewhere closer to there, rather than the farthest I can get while still being in the United States. I keep hearing family and friends tell me how lucky I am to be here because of the lack of cold and snow... and all I really want is the cold and snow again. I know, it's blaspemy.. being in Hawaii and wanting to be anywhere else but here.... but here just isn't home and it really gets to me. I think it's mostly because all of my close friends live around there and I have yet to make close friends out here who don't have kids and aren't busy all the time with that. I have aquaintences and all, but noone I really feel I can just hang out with. Usually I don't dwell on this kinda thing and my apartment starts to actually feel like home instead of somewhere I just live. The feeling of homesickness really seems to hit when my significant other is gone at work... either it just gives me time to reflect on how much I miss home, or he is the one that makes this place feel like home. Lately, I've really been missing my friends back home horribly. Alex, KirA, Lauren, Jason, Erica...even the casual friends I made at school, work, or college...Raye for instance. It's hard to not have close friends... I just haven't made that connection with anyone lately. Perhaps when I get to wherever I'm going after this (as we are moving but don't quite know to where yet) I should join a class or a group or something that would put me in contact with other people - at least that way I have a greater chance of making real friends that I can just chill with when my significant other isn't here or is too tired to do anything.

Also, I've been noticing lately how dependant I've become on people to get me places and this is really starting to annoy me. When I get to wherever I'm going, one of the first things I'm doing after finding a place to live is getting a permit and learning to drive. I'm ready for it and I've been itching to learn for at least a month now. I guess it makes sense... being such a late bloomer to most things, of course it takes me a good 6 years after I'm supposed to learn to want to learn. It was fairly similar with bike riding, I waited 5 years after most people my age learned. I am really feeling that I'm ready which is good because that means I'll have motivation to learn and be able to be lots more independent in the future (read not sitting at home watching tv with my significant other when all I wanna do is get off my ass and go somewhere because he is too tired to drive ((also, not blaming here, his job sucks and I understand being tired, it's more my fault anyway)) )

Well, I think I'm finished with that now. And that is awfully lame but oh well, I'll live.

Well CHristmas is over, the goose is no longer fat, hehe, and New Year's shall be upon us soon. In any case, twas a strange Christmas pretty much because it was so warm but Daniel was very good to me this year and he liked his presents from me too. I miss Massachusetts lots tho, Hawaii is nice but it still isn't home. WEll, I guess that concludes this post, I'm tired.

Two posts in the same day, what's happening!?! In any case, it just hit me how many people I've lost due to stupid decisions and how many friends I regret not having anymore. Sometimes it sucks being alone and having time to think. I do wish those people whom I do not talk to anymore have the heart to forgive and forget someday. Ah well.

In't she a cutey????

I miss home. Who knew I'd end up missing autumn....it's too hot here in Hawaii. Mostly tho, I just miss my friends and family... I have friends out here and all but I still miss everyone... all the family parties and stuffness -sigh- Ah well, the job is going good and I make really good money!

While perusing a journal that used to have me friended and then unfriended me which means I can't read any of it a thought occurred to me... do people forget me as easily as I remember them? People always seem surprised when I know something about them that they told me but didn't expect me to remember. It may seem a bit morose, but I really am not sad...vaguely annoyed perhaps but not sad, I just wonder about weird things while sitting at home by myself.